Hmmm....

Too Furious to Fast

2006-09-15T00:34:00.000-07:00

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There are two things that's going to happen next month. Fasting month and Internship. it's either I'm not ready for internship, or I'm not ready for the fasting month, or it's just that I'm not ready to face the fact that I'm gonna be doing my internship during the fasting month. There's another choice, I do not know if other people feel the same way, but I've been having this feeling anytime the Ramadan is about to come. Did you notice that a week before Ramadan, the Satan and Iblis and co, intensify their work on you? making your self angry, triggering your emotions, influencing your inner self to do things that never thought of doing (in Satanic ways)? We understand that during the Ramadan these creatures are locked from entering the world. Yet people still think that it is impossible that they are locked but we still can see violence are everywhere during this month. Simple: Not everyone understand what influences them, that they are not themselves when they are alone, being themselves may not be purely being them. So people retain, regain, redo, reinforce the influences and making 'them' theirs.

Hmm... Anyway, therefore this feeling might be the similar feeling that I used to have during pre-Ramadan, it's just for a different reason, different ways, different form. But the basic common logic is that those things are trying to slant my beliefs and behaviors.

HUAh... how grateful I am to realize this now. really, i just had this thought just now.
I am relieved.....so to say.

Looking at the Law of supply and demand.

2005-11-25T22:13:00.000-08:00

We recently been exposed to the law of supply and demand in Intro to Econ... It's an interesting subject, indeed. Some people in the class are still confused of how a price could rise and how could a demand fall when the price is high and how could a supply rise when the price is high. It's a theory of a human, it is not the ultimate law. It's a study of how a person look at the tendencies in the society of consumer and producer. but what kind of society does the theorists study when they figure out this theory.

Trying to understand this situation, I look back at how people expect things to happen in this world. there is something called morally right and logically right. The morally right is triggered whenever you feel something is wrong, logically right is tiggered whenever you know something is not explainable by your thinking patterns.

Calling the relation of supply and demand as a LAW makes it morally right and logically right. Everything that happens in the mechanism, including the producer's n consumer's greediness, is right.

How could a supply fall when the price is low? Producers expect higher revenue in the future. They prefer to pile stocks and wait till the price is 'normal', only then they distrubute.

How come there will be a shortage of good when the government set up a ceiling price?
Some producers prefer not to produce the good as it bring less profit to the company.

Why is the demand of goods relatively higher when the price is low? More consumers want to be more satisfied by consuming more goods.

How could a demand falls when the price is high. Consumers (unconsciusly) realize that they dont really need the good.

How could a scarcity have an effect to a higher price? Producer wants to sustain the amount of revenue from the available resource. RM100X100units=RM200X50units

People who don't understand these reasons may be a morally right person because they believe these shouldn't be the core reasons of how things happen in the mechanism.

People who understand these reasons as logically right might get it as normal reasons (without thinking wheteher it is right or wrong) and will continue to believe so and apply it to their life and descending it to their family and friends. But if these people try to seat back and think back they should have realized that their logic derives from something that is not logic. Greed is a feeling, yes, it something that all people might feel (which could make it as a logic) but people don't think to get such feeling. there's no reason why people greed.

I'm not saying that studying this subject is useless. but it would be dangerous if we force to apply this theory to predict what will happen in the future economy. It will only create a speculation, and look at how many people had suffered because people in the economy swayed and believe and act purely based on the speculation created by such theory.

That's What Friends Are For

2005-02-18T05:06:00.000-08:00

Have you ever been in a situation where your mind keeps thinking of something evil but you actually have enough with it, and you are helpless to block it?

Forget it! You could never stop your mind from thinking. It will keep thinking whether you want it or not. Your brain is actively alerted by everything around you. But sometimes you are not steering your own mind. You don’t realize what controls you.

Do you know that we’re not by ourselves when we’re alone.(I’m not trying to scare you here but seriously we’re not) We‘re surrounded by evils (setan, iblis and co.) that drives us to the hell! (What the hell!). Every second we lost controls of ourselves, they substitute. And you will start thinking of Hell’s pleasure. (What the hell is a Hell’s pleasure? There’s no pleasure in Hell la… really I tell you

However, you can do something though. Get with your friends. Talk to them. Listen to them. Be alert to whatever they say. At least it will keep your mind busy. And you can control the situation, not letting any evil thoughts come to your mind. And make sure your friend’s mind is not affected by evil either. Otherwise, keluar kandang harimau masuk kandang macan. Sama sama setan.

Selamat Mencoba!

1 + 1 = depends

2005-02-18T05:02:00.000-08:00

Can you imagine what your mind can think, how smart can you be when you’re alone? Sometimes you can come out with brilliant ideas, breakthrough ideas, revolutionary ideas, new ideas and crazy ideas. Ideas that you may never think they would come out from you.

Can you control your mind for a second? Try.

(By the time you want to control your mind, your mind is thinking ways to control your mind.)

Try again.

(by time you want to figure out the actual way of controlling mind, that time your mind is thinking, isn’t it?)

Then what controls your mind?

Anything outside your brain can shift your mind from what you’re thinking, anything that distract your mind from continuing your thoughts.

One bus + one bus = one double-decker.
One hen + one rooster = 6 eggs
One man + one girl = 3 months, 6 months, 5 years, or 1 week only
One person’s mind + one persons mind = chaos
One wish + one opportunity (+ one hard effort) = billions of dollars
It depends

hmm...

2005-01-14T01:00:00.000-08:00

HOW is early human look like ? just like you ,
they just dressed different.

beginning

2005-01-09T09:40:00.000-08:00

it is not the time to celebrate the time, time will just pass away and leave us behind